I have decided that i will not post anything further here untill i get over this phase of my life.

Till then. Bye.

Depression

I am so very depressed. This has byfar been the most depressing stage of my life. I have been undergoing a lot of trauma. I just hope everything gets well. Topping it i'm feeling very lonely all of a sudden. My only company being my parents and Bhargav.

The only piece of joy for me is having been able to make it to IIMB.

I don't want to regret anything. I keep telling myself to be positive and that things will get all right soon... but eventually i relapse to my old state.

I keep telling myself this... i am not this... i am that silent, reserved chap. I guess God has his own plans.

I must remember "Patience is a virtue"

Hoping for the best.

Exhilaration and after

Its been a whole month now and slowly my feet are getting back down to ground zero.... but then i'm treading on thin ground.. i go up, come down, crashland and then go up again.. i'm yet to be firmly placed on solid ground.

I'm totally getting out of groove here.

Here's a list of all that i have been doing for the past one month.

7) Eating
10) Sleeping
12) Spending more time with my schoolmates
19) Documenting at work

p.s: the missing no's have been removed by me, because i failed miserably attempting the same :( :)

Now when did i ever get time for all this in the past 2 years... and when will i ever get time during the next 2 year...

'Apprehensive' is the word i'm gonna use at this point.

Tom & Jerry

There are some cartoons that u wouldn't mind watching over and over again. And that applies not only to me, but also to a lot many other people as i just discovered today. It was a really interesting site to see 2 dozed IT proffessionals sitting in the cafeteria and watching the Tom n Jerry show on Cartoon Network.

Twang! That's how nostalgia hits you when u just sit there watching the show like a kid, and struggle to hide ur giggles on seeing the funny antics of the cat and mouse. It was just like kindergarten days when the school teacher used to usher the lot of us tiny tots all the way to the A/V room and put on the Tom n Jerry video :-) . All the fights to sit in the best possible vantage point to view the cartoon on color TV (we had a black n' white TV that time, and the only channel on air was the ever loyal DD1&2)..... that eager wait for the A/V period to come... *sigh* I miss all those days!! I miss my beloved school!! I miss Don Bosco, Egmore!!! I so very badly wanna go back to kindergarted!!!